ok so today i am really not happy, i woke up in a bad mood and cant shift it.
I have this feeling that i should tell family how im feeling and that im upset that i feel as if they have got bored of me, no one calls which my stepmum used to daily. i dont know if its just me or if it is they are bored of hereing im in pain.
I am stuck in doors writing on here every day lately cos i feel like someone is listening (reading) to how i feel. why is my family being like this ? my mum is really great when i have op and hospital appointments she comes to it all so why so distant when im home ? i dont get it . my sisters ( i have 3) never call me but i dont call them much but if they was ill i would honestly i would , dont they care ? am i really that moody and hard to be around ? i dont know but just feel lonely today dont know why ?