Hi ladies hope your having a good day today.
i'l apologise now i have dyslexia and cant spell to save my life and it gets worse when upset.
Im getting really fed up of not being listened to or believed. My gyne decided i didnt have endo any more since id had a hystorectomy 12 years ago plus last overy removed 10 years ago. But they left endo in the pod and around the bowel.
The gyne put me on hrt which made the sypmtons flair up to the stage im in agony all the time. So i stopped taking it. But because no endo showed up on the mri they took, which he turned around and told me shows up between the bowel and womb which of course i dont have any more he's passed me on to the gastroentrologists who i saw today, which was a waste of time.
They were too busy and werent intrested in listening to me or my husband with whats going on. She scanned through my notes and decided my problem is i have cronic pain and the problem with my bowel is that im constapated which i know and the miricle cure is laxatives which ive tried most of. She wants to give me a bowel prep then keep me on docolsate and a laxative prep twice a day. thats going to stop the shear agony which i get when ive eaten and need to go to the bathroom! She turned around and said my bowel must function because i look healthy the size i am. Which is rubbish i dont eat enough to keep a child full! Ive put on 3 stone in 3 months due to taking cerracette!
Shes decided this without doing anything to check why i had a restriction of the bowel which my last gastro guy found. She also decided to put me on a high fibre diet, which i told her ive tried and that when i eat broccolli or any other vegtable that i loved to eat im in agony straight away. To which she replied oh we dont want to punish you!
One of the problems is i lived in scotland until 3 years ago which ive told them but i dont think they've ever requested my notes which is really making me mad because its got all my surgaries in it and what damage the eno has done over the last 24 years. I feel every dr i see think i make it up and that its all in my head. Everytime ive been like this and they've fobbed me off with the pain clinic the endo has been causing havock on all my organs. Last time the operated i was at stage 4 and it was on every organ apart from heart, they were worried it had travelled to my lungs since i had pain there too and got shortness of breath when walking far or going up and down stairs.
Im finding it really hard to cope with all i want is someone to believe that im in constant pain and that the symptoms are the same as i had when they last found endo, ie the pain gets worse as the month goes on, i have pain in my left side which comes in sharp stabbing pains which turn to really bad cramps when i have eaten. I have pain in both sides where my kidneies are located, i need to go to the loo all the time and i get pains running down my legs from my groin. Ive also got ostoprosis from not taking hrt for 10 years as well im only 40 and i have bones of an 80 year old.
I dont know where to turn anymore im sat here in agony with tears running down my face.
Sorry for the rant i didnt knowvwhere else to turn
Jane xx