After my last post I didn't think I could feel as low as I did but I was wrong. I found out today that my ex has moved on and that he is in a relationship with a girl, nothing like me at all. She's older than me and has a child of whom it looks like he has bonded with. Also, his mum is very close with her now too. When I found this out I literally broke down and cried. Yes I know we are no longer together and that he was bad for me but the feelings I felt for him were real. I loved him and I probably still do on some level but it just hurts so much knowing that he's happy and moved on with someone else when I'm struggling. It's so painful that he hurt me yet he ends up happy as Larry and i end up miserable. I used to be the one close to his mum so that hurts too because I really do love his family so that stings. I'm left having to tell myself to be strong every day and in no place to even think about jumping into something with another guy yet he's been straight in there from day one. I just want to be happy but how I am feeling is so over powering. 😔 It's hard to keep strong.