i graduated in the summer and after a bit of travelling I moved into a house in a new city with a friend who already lived there. I got a bar job with the intention to get a better job in the near future but ive been here nearly five months now and I'm absolutely miserable. I love the people I live with but the job is awful. I volunteer in a youth offenders residential home which I love but am finding it hard to search for paid work in this field due to the hours I am put in at work (57 hours!! Plus) it makes me feel useless and has shattered my confidence. I feel like the manager favours many people over me even though they are incapable of simple tasks and never gives me time off. I asked for Sunday's off so I could go home more frequently and he literally ignored me. My motivation is at an all time low. I have cried every day at work this week but do not have the confidence to apply for the jobs I want to do.