but I did it. at no time today did it feel easy. I couldnt seem to settle into any kind of rhythm & so it seemed such hard work, especially that very last mile. probably cause in my head my demons just kept shouting "stop". what a difference from my 5miles on saturday. I thoroughly enjoyed that run & could have kept going when I stopped.
Im a little disappointed as I was really looking forward to todays run, but have to hold my head up high cause I did it. time was 2hrs 40.46mins. not the fastest of times but I do now have something to beat in my real 13.1miles race. hehe race!!! theyll be packing up by the time I get to the end.
anyways, thanks for letting me have a moan. have spent the afternoon cleaning out daughters no 1s big bedroom (as she reckons shes moved out now & only ever comes home for clean clothes) & moving daughter no 2 into it, who has the tiniest room & is at home all the time. am absolutely knackered, have a glass of wine ready & am looking forward to a "power nap".
happy running shelley x