It felt so unfair to get a nasty virus within weeks of graduating. I haven't been this fit for years! But five days in bed, two weeks away from running and several weeks of wheezy accordian breathing have been tough.
Sometimes as I've slogged round feeling trembly lipped I've been sure people thought I'd just started a week or two ago. I felt like writing on my t-shirt - I'm better than this honestly.
I've struggled to breath properly, soaked countless hankies stemming the tidal flow from my nose, and on a couple of unexpected slopes had to slow to a walk for 20 seconds to ease my tight lungs. I felt like a failure. Who the hell was I kidding that I might one day run 10k.
But do you know what - I think things are looking up. Today I did the whole of stepping stones and covered the same distance as just after graduation. And what's more I enjoyed it for the first time for weeks.
All I need now are a few dry, slightly warmer weeks to build up my stamina.