Last week I had a bad week 🙁 I just couldn’t get in any kind of rhythm with my running and I was well and truly knackered after each of the runs. They all felt longer than 25 minutes and I think the toxic ten minutes was with me the whole way.
Now I know I wasn’t in a good place mentally and stress wise last week but as I run first thing in the morning and I really do try to be positive, I didn’t think this would have a big effect. Do you think it did?
To be honest I felt like a real fraud last week. I feel I wasn’t really running for that 25 minutes, I was kind of flip flopping and huffing my way round my loop and could hardly say I had achieved it or had made any progress.
This morning I did my W8R1 and I felt better than last week but I still feel I’ve lost something and that I’m somehow not doing it properly because I’m so so slow. I’m not sure the trades descriptions people shouldn’t arrest me for saying I’m running when I’m kind of flip flopping at a speed which seems to be slower than I can walk 😩
Has anyone else felt like this before and if so, how can do you convince yourself again that it really is helping your fitness? Am I really doing any better for my body than just power walking the distance? I believe I can make it to the final run next week but if I don’t feel it’s doing me any good, I’m worried I won’t have the will power to continue on after that with less structured support 🙁