Only managing 2 runs a week right now due to work and weather π§π¦π¨π¨; the rest of my week is spent sitting on my arse and doing so few steps thatβs itβs embarrassing to record! π±π©
Iβm not sure I can even remember much about CR9 except that I did run for 30 minutes and was achieving around 11.09 per mile.
BUT, the real purpose of this post is to be able to say that I finally did 5k... ππββοΈπ₯³ in fact I did 5.44k and possibly could have carried on but knew I had to do the cool down walk before I got home.
Couchphoenix mentioned in a post today that he used to feel anxiety at the start of a πββοΈ and itβs so the case for me too... and I donβt know why...scared of failure as I hate to set myself a target and then not hit it ππ§ so the run π come out in force even though I know itβs bonkers as the only person Iβm competing against is me? Probably...
I didnβt set out to do 5k incidentally, setting a NRC for 35 minutes with Coach Bennett.
I started off gently as Iβm only doing 2 runs a week.
New sounds in my ears (bit of Elbow, Waterboys etc) with a slower beat helped me to relax and the tunes were so cool that I got a bit irritated as CB wittered on interrupting.
At 25 minutes I was starting to feel it and again there was a fleeting moment of anxiety andπββοΈπ
Let me just get to 30 minutes I told myself. At 30 minutes I understood how great CB is as he told me I was doing well and only had 5 minutes to go, and because he was wittering it made the time fly ππ€£
Just before 35 minutes CB told me that if I didnβt want to stop at 35 minutes all I had to do was resume the stop clock. How bad would that be I said to myself? Iβll just run to 37 minutes π
At 37 minutes I said to myself, this is still ok π so maybe try for 40 minutes as surely I would get to 5k with that...
At just over 40 minutes I stopped to cool down elated and surprised ππ after all, 15 minutes previously Iβd almost decided I had to stop!! π€π€£
Pace slower at over 12 minutes per mile but right now Iβm just savouring the moment and I really donβt care ππ
So now I just need to sleep, eat, πββοΈ, repeat a few times and then wonβt feel an imposter if I start bridge to 10k π