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W6R1 - I am not throwing away my shot

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Well, I got there in the end. What is it, a week? More? I don’t know anymore, I’m still not convinced March ever ended.

It’s been a busy week, maybe more than usual, as we’ve had to organise a sixth birthday party (all friends and family within our bubble) and it’s been a mission. It all went ok in the end anyway but it’s been a long bank holiday weekend. Needless to say, it’s not left a lot of room for running.

I did start to worry when I noticed just how many days were passing since my last one but I decided, new month, new running week! So it’s the 1st, at least it was when I started writing this, and if I do this right, I’ll finally finish this thing by October.

So incidentally it was the last day of the boy’s summer holidays and he’ll be back in school tomorrow. I’m not happy about it. He needs to be out of the house and around kids his own age and back in a structure learning environment and my partner definitely needs the break so that’s good, but I don’t know just how safe it is there. I trust the school to be as careful as they can but that’s a lot of young children to keep under control and I know there are going to be some sceptics among the other parents who think masks are fascism and if you believe in the virus you’re a communist. WAKE UP SHEEPLE.

So that’s going to be on my mind every day and as soon as my notice period is up and I’m redundant, that’s a lot of free time to worry about it! Ugh, this is going to be a rough job hunt...

Anyway, we got the kids to bed in good time and they even went to sleep without a fuss (so I expect a rude awakening around 5am) but we had a while to wait since eating before we could run so it had to be late night again.

My partner went first while I got in some brief but precious PS4 time and then I was up. Once again I stuck to the garden, partly because there’s been a quite a few dodgy people out in the area these last few nights, but mainly because my running combats are on their last legs to the point that it would be indecent for me to run in them in public. Ironically the legs are fine but the crotch is basically non-existent now and it’s probably best I don’t run around exposing myself to strangers.

These combats are the only thing I really have that are suitable for running and it’s way too cold for shorts so I had to stick with them this time but I think a trip to Asda for some cheap joggers is due.

Anyway out I went to the garden with my well-ventilated running trousers. Today’s music choice was the soundtrack to Hamilton, or at least the start of it. I’d have to run for nearly three hours to listen to the whole thing. I recently watched the recording and really liked it so it’s been in my head these last few days but I thought it might also be a good distraction while I’m running.

And it was! A bit. I still very much felt this run but it went well and never overwhelmed me. After that solid twenty minutes last time this is nothing. I get breaks! Jo Whiley is spoiling me.

So I got started with the warmup walk and then went into the first five minute run, which was actually really well-timed with the music. Hamilton’s determination kicked in just when I needed that push and, although my legs started to feel a bit tired pretty quickly, I got through it and felt good.

That first run was the hardest and although I wouldn’t describe any of tonight’s run as easy as such, I definitely settled into it a little more comfortably and it was encouraging to know that my extended break hadn’t thrown me off too much.

So then we came to the eight minutes and I just reminded myself that not too long ago I was running (or something like it) for twenty minutes last time so I had this. It took some effort but I never once struggled with it. Of course, the music helped.

Then came the final five minute run and that was basically a victory lap so while I was hearing all about how he met the Schuyler sisters, I powered through that final run, huffing and puffing with a slightly tight chest, but without any major difficulties.

On previous attempts I have added a few minutes onto the end of a good run, just on a whim to see how far I could comfortably go. It’s a real ego boost. So far this year I have not managed to do that but I was briefly convinced that tonight would be the night. It was not and when I reached the end I knew that was enough. Maybe next time?

Oh, I just looked at Run 2. Probably not next time. But never say never!

So next run should be Thursday, this is going to be a tough one, but I’ve done it before in a (very) slightly thinner body. I’m sure this time will be just as easy!

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Katnap profile image
KatnapGraduate

🤣 I was only saying yesterday that it felt like March the day before and now it's September!

🐱 Katnap 🐱

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Preserved_Moose in reply toKatnap

I’ll settle for April, I want my year back!

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KatnapGraduate in reply toPreserved_Moose

How did the 6yo birthday party go?

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Preserved_Moose in reply toKatnap

As well as it could, busy and chaotic and tiring but it worked out, ended up having an indoor “bbq” then when the kids went to bed the wine came out. It’s our bank holiday too!

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KatnapGraduate in reply toPreserved_Moose

True! 🍷

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PurplePanda42Graduate

Good choice of sound track! We have it on repeat at home but I haven't run to it yet...

Keep going with the runs - don't let the gremlins tell you you can't do it...I struggle so much with anxiety now but graduated through stubbornness! It's definitely still March...(waiting for it to warm up for summer as there's definitely a chill in the air now!)

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Preserved_Moose in reply toPurplePanda42

Yeah I’m a fan, I tried listening to it before I watched it but I like it a lot more after seeing it in context. It worked surprisingly well for a run, a story is quite a good way to occupy the mind.

The runs will continue, I always want to run, just been difficult to fit it in this last week. Anxiety definitely doesn’t stop me, if anything this is a good way to fight it. Stubbornness is also a good motivator, there have been times during difficult runs where I wanted to give up but I knew I’d regret it.

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RundogzGraduate

Keep going! I reckon the next bit of the programme is the best bit as you start to feel like a ‘real runner’. Ambitious music choice there - I love Hamilton but I’m not sure my brain works well enough to keep up with the pace of the lyrics when I’m running 😆

Good luck with the job hunting. If you’re not already a professional writer, you should be - your posts always make me want to read on.

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Preserved_Moose in reply toRundogz

I still don’t really feel like a real runner, it hasn’t come to me as naturally as it used to but I want to finish this.

It was an enjoyable choice, for me music just needs to be something I enjoy a bad my choice is usually last minute based on what I’m in the mood for and what I think will motivate me. I don’t actively make an effort to run in time to music, unless a song just happens to have a good beat to run to.

Thanks, writing is definitely the dream. I made a go of it as a freelance copywriter some years ago back when life was cheaper but it was stressful and hard to earn a living. I’ll just have to work on my own projects in my own time and hope someday I write something that sells. Job hunting sucks, I need a change but never know what to look for or where to find it...

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acountrycabbageGraduate

Hey yo, I’m just like my country, I’m young, scrappy and hungry, I am not throwin’ away my shot! 😝

I can’t tell you how much I love this! Am totally going to try it. Worried it will make me fly along then crash and burn though 😄

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Preserved_Moose in reply toacountrycabbage

Yeah it made a nice change although it’ll take a few runs to get through the whole thing

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acountrycabbageGraduate in reply toPreserved_Moose

That’s a good thing - I’ve a fair way to go yet! 👍🏼😊

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Sandraj39Graduate in reply toacountrycabbage

It will make you fly! The first time I ever heard Hamilton was after my son had raved about it. I downloaded it on to my phone and went straight out on a run. Have been hooked on it ever since!😀

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acountrycabbageGraduate in reply toSandraj39

I was living in London when it arrived but wasn’t lucky enough to get tix 🙏🏼 😩 Got Disney+ when it was released on there. Not quite the same but still, was more bowled over by it than I expected to be 🤩

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Sandraj39Graduate

Well done on your run - I have run to Hamilton many times and saw it on stage up in London ..about 18 monthsago now. It was amazing! best musical ever! 🙂

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