So, completed the 2 x 8 minute runs today... again, slightly slower than previous runs, but ok. Laura was telling me this week that the difficulties are now becoming psychological, and boy I noticed it today. Halfway through the first 8 min run I was telling myself that my calves would not last on a longer run, and I could probably repeat this one a few times to further build up my strength... before starting the 2nd 8 min run, I was thinking of walking part of it, as I was trying to convince myself that I wasn't ready for a longer run, and that I could barely complete this length... during the last bit of the 8 minutes, I was telling myself that this was the hardest it had been on my lungs, and I didn't want to push it and get ill... The fear of the next run almost ruined this one.
20 minutes is intimidating - but in the cold light of day, and referring to a brilliant spreadsheet someone posted, I have looked and realized that I am actually only going to be running the 'middle walks' from today & Saturday.. and my running is not a huge increase in speed over my brisk walk... Logic is overcoming the fear.. (Until Wednesday at least)