Yesterday morning, when looking ahead to the running plan for that night's W5R2, my brain played tricks on me. It told me that I would be running 5, walking, running 8, walking, then running 5. I was cautiously optimistic and all day told myself that I could do it. A colleague who is an ex-military man and runs every lunchtime brought me in a book about brain training for running and I read a little bit of that and reinforced my confidence. By the time I actually went out for my run and realized I'd got it wrong, and I was expected to run 8 minutes, walk 5 and then run 8 minutes, my confidence and self-belief was so high that I just shrugged off the surprise, told myself I could do it, and set off.
And I did it! Yes, me! 58, 5 stone overweight - running a total of 16 minutes! Tomorrow night's run is 20 minutes. Brain training has already started. Every time I think of the run I just tell myself, 'I can do it' before any anxiety or doubt creeps in. And if, for any reason, I can't do it tomorrow night, I'll do it at the weekend.
Watch this space!