.... but good!! Just back from W6R2 and had a rollercoaster of ‘omg’ and ‘that was good’ moments!
The usual 8 minutes in was tough as usual-but I’m feel I’m getting used to it now, then I settled into the run. Recovered well during the break and was ready to run and enjoy the second half like I usually do but had a few wobbles (in my head not legs). I’m usually very positive but just kept thinking if this is the last run with breaks then I’ve got 2 weeks of 25-30 minute runs-then what after graduating, how do I maintain 3x30 minute runs each week????!!?!???! 😬😳🤔
Now I’m back I’m feeling great, the run was also great. I’m re-thinking my thoughts, telling myself you just will do it!
So why is week 6 so hard? Why was my usually enjoyable second half full of doubts? Will I turn a corner in week 7? Why did 2x10 minutes seem hard-is it because the 20 minutes in week 5 seems out the blue and therefore feels a bit of a one off??
☝️anyone else thinking any of this? Am I just having a personal battle in my own head!!!
Despite everything just said I did still enjoy my run and looking forward to the next! Ironically I’m looking forward to running without the breaks!!
Swans were out today as you can see and I’m still smiling! The best points of today were that I didn’t think much about breathing and just did deep breaths periodically. And although doubts crept in-it did mean my mind could wander and not concentrate on the run in question, so I guess I’m doing what I need to do unconsciously/by habit?! And at the end I recovered in a minute or two which was great!
I promised myself this would be a short one as my posts are getting longer than my runs, but feels good to write it all down! Well done if you get this far and reply!