I know where I went wrong.
Started the day by talking myself out of it so negative thoughts were winning already, "too busy, got so much to do, will never complete 20mins anyway so don't bother" kind of thoughts. However i forced myself out the door and started the run, i ran too fast right from the get go. Just wanted it over with.
Few minutes in I glanced behind me (needed to pull knickers out my bum) and of course there was a group of joggers behind me (Still pulled knickers out regardless 🙈) so I didn't want to go too slow. Kept pushing myself and made it to the 10 min point, glanced behind again (No knickers involved just checking on joggers) and the joggers had vanished, started to slow down and instead of snail pace I literally stopped. Don't know why. Got so angry at myself, pulled out my phone and seen I only had 6mins left to go. Tried to keep going but my legs weren't having it.
I calmed myself down for a few minutes, got my breath back and started again, managed 10mins.
I'm trying to see the positive side of things, I ran for 14 bloody minutes!! Then another 10! So what I didn't complete it. I went out when every part if me was begging me not too. I know I will complete it, I'm just taking the scenic route 😂🤔