Another week of runs behind me! I have started to mix my runs up a bit and push myself a bit further and I'm loving it! Monday is my short run - 2.5k but with focus on form and pushing myself and tackling some hills.
Wednesday is running club. This week was fartleks. I was, by far, the slowest but, as my coach said, as long as my running intervals are faster than the walking intervals and as long as i'm pushing myself, my actual speed is not important. Hill training too. They promise me that I will see progress from this work and I think I am already.
Saturday is parkrun. I look forward to this all week. I've tried a number of different parks/runs but am now valuing the extra 15 minutes in bed that going to my local one gives me. My local one is tough - narrow paths, slippery in places and there is more uphill than downhill. Two things have happened recently. This parkrun (Clair) is, for the vast majority of my running club, the closest run. My running club is huge and I am only in the beginners' group (only about 6 or 7 of us each week) but people recognise you and they encourage you as you run - it doesn't matter to them that their time is sub 20 minutes and yours is barely sub 40 minutes - the support is still there. The second thing is how running club has given me more self-belief and a lot of the forum members will know this is something I have struggled with. I have now completed my ninth parkrun, four at Clair. I cannot run all of the uphill yet but each week I make myself run a little more of it - even if it's only an extra 10 metres. And, something amazing is happening. The hills are gradually becoming less of a struggle. Each week my time has improved. I am getting closer to my 5k PB which is something I'm hugely proud of as that PB was set on an entirely flat course.
Running has changed my life. I look forward to my runs and I especially look forward to Wednesday for running club and Saturday for Parkrun. I've lost weight but more noticeably, my shape has changed. My mental health is massively improved. I deal with stress and work pressure so much better and benefit from the cut off that running gives me - three times a week I find myself focusing on running (and how much it's hurting) and when I'm doing that, I cannot think about targets, HR issues and my horrific workload. It's now more than six months since I started running. Of course, running through winter is going to be difficult, especially as I live in the country with no street lighting and lots of country lanes, but I figure that if I can make it through the winter and still run then that's it, it's a habit for life!
I found the period immediately after graduation the hardest - the lack of structure was the hardest bit. I carried on running but it felt like I had nothing to aim for, even though I knew I wanted to continue to progress. However, I wasn't prepared to let the progress I had made in just getting to graduation go to waste. I'm so glad I kept running!