so! - its done - I managed it - and I ACTUALLY enjoyed it!
i decided I didn't want to wait for the bra's coming and just gave it a shot!
i found it went quite quickly and the podcast really helped - I'd worked up quite a sweat by the end so i was pleased and felt i'd achieved something (which I had - believe me!).
looking forward to Wednesday now for day 2 !
but - i will just ask - can i really dare to believe that i will eventually end up ACTUALLY RUNNING FOR THIRTY SOLID MINUTES!!! ..... is this really true? if i stick at it will i really be able to be someone who goes 'out for a run' at the drop of a hat??
Its something i would NEVER have thought i could EVER do - and i'm dying to get to the day when I actually CAN!!
thanks to all my new 'running buddies' for the lovely welcome and for all the tips and encouragement - it means a lot.
I'll be in touch after round two! - cheers.