Hello guys, I have to tell you that I sit here with tears in my eyes with the realisation that in the last however many years I have gone from slim to overweight, top end of overweight and now tipped into the obese range. I'm completely disgusted with myself and wonder how it happened. I became asthmatic maybe 8 years ago and I think I used that as a reason to not do anything, broke my wrist badly 4 years ago and that was really when I put on lots of weight and in the last 2 years I was bullied out of my job after 19 years by my area manager because I was no longer young enough, thin enough or pretty enough to be in one of his high profile stores. I wasn't the first he did it to and I wont be the last but after depression and anxiety I'm getting back to being me. How do I start when I feel like everyone will look at me?