I am very much heads down at the moment with training. I am sticking to it but feel like I have gone off the boil (it has been suggested I have peaked to soon - ha!)
This week I had a very nervous Tuesday - literally gave me nightmares. A colleague and I were to run on a treadmill at work to complete- a Marathon between us-- each to complete a half marathon in 4 mile relays. I was so nervous - because he is a much faster runner than me and I was really worried about making a twonk of myself. So to combat nerves - I elected to run first- cheered by some lovely work mates. I was so wound up i actually did manage to run faster for each stint and it became a great workout. Between us we completed in 3 hours 50 min Marathon- amaze balls. So i didn't let myself down or make a prize idiot of myself. And proved I can run faster with the right motivation
Work ridiculously busy - so curtailed much of any other activity this week.
Managed a 45 min spin session yesterday- masochistically hard!!!
Today - My long run day - I was tired after a tough week at work. I also had a very late night waiting up for my 16 year old to return from a party.....I wasn't at my best this morning, grumpy and just not in the mood. Despite the near perfect running conditions- warm with a cooling breeze, the sun shining and all should have been well with the world. And it was- I just didn't feel like running. But I also know if I don't run I will feel like I have failed. My compromise was an hour in the gym and an hours running. Did the Gym- treadmill and cross trainer. And then could not be bothered with run and drove home. By the time I got home (not long) - convinced myself that I had to do something or it was all a waste of time and I would spend the weekend berating myself. Ran a good 4/5 miles - quite enjoyed it- in fact quite looking fwd to the days post April when I can just go out for a 4/5/6 mile run. not enough running really - but still out doing something for 2 hours.
So what have l Iearnt this week- actually I can run faster if I put my mind to it- just need the right incentives. That sub 30 min 5k, 60 min 10k and possibly a sub 2 hour HM -could be on the agenda. (We shall see!). On the long front I am struggling a bit - not with the thought of running - but to be honest I do get a bit bored and it is a bit lonely. But as I and others keep telling me - if a Marathon was easy we would all be doing it all the time....so maybe I need to take that into account.
Current pre-occupations - how to fuel on long runs - settling down into SIS energy bars and isotonic gels - which are gentler on the stomach - and sweeties. Music what will be the perfect play list
.....and get this I will (amongst 1000s) of others be running in the footsteps and the same race as Mo Farah- how completely fantastic is that.
Thanks for reading - Happy running