Hello, my name is Tim and I am a runaholic.
It all started when I carelessly dabbled with running, buying myself some running shoes and setting off all alone, in the hope of improving my stamina. At the end of that first session I wheezingly realised that I had no idea how long I had run for and had no targets to aim for. So I looked around the internet for advice and discovered C25k. An innocent looking programme that has led to drastic changes in my life....it has turned me into an addict.
Just eight weeks ago I was considering a bit of harmless gentle exercise, now I can't wait for my next fix. I fight the constant cravings to run on a daily basis, to get that rush, despite my aching knees. Laura, the dealer of this addiction, has advised me, in her gently assertive tones, not to overdo it and I now trust her advice to guide me through each trip, keep control of the urges and defer the gratification.
Like any addiction, what you did last trip never satisfies for long and Laura mercilessly plays her part upping the dose each week, challenging your body to what seems like breaking point, only to find that you can take ever more than you could possibly have believed.
My wife has had to put up with weird changes in my behaviour. Where she used to be the first out of bed in the mornings, she now finds that I have sneaked silently out of bed at 5.30 and gone off to satisfy my solitary obsession and find an early morning buzz, in the fields of Devon. She often finds me dripping with sweat, but glowing with smug satisfaction, sticking and stretching my limbs out in odd directions as I bask in the after effects of the event. She doesn't seem to understand, however much I try to explain it all to her.
I had flirted with running at school under the close control of masters but now forty years later, at the age of 57, I have finally succumbed to the lure of shamelessly pursuing the vigour of my youth. Addictions fill voids and vacuums in our lives and I am sure that C25k has irrevocably changed my life forever. I am not alone, the forums on this site are full of similarly afflicted beings who have been drawn into this overwhelming change in their lives, who fill time between hits by advising and consoling one another.
So, be warned, if you overcome the inertia that is keeping you safely on the couch, Mr Potato, you may well be embarked on a slippery slope leading to a steep hill if not an Everest that your addiction will drive you to conquer.
I just completed week 9, run 1....I can now run for 30 minutes and I am over the moon . Thank you to all involved in the C25k scheme for changing my life!
PS. my wife has just started C25K and is going through those painful early days.