Apologies in advance for the long post.
I have my colonoscopy this Sunday, I'm feeling very anxious & scared. Basically I’ve had diarrhoea on & off since October, some bouts have lasted a lot longer than others, my current bout is awful & I have no appetite, my appetite has been suppressed on & off for a couple of months & I feel nauseous most mornings, spend a few minutes urging but nothing comes up. I’ve lost over a stone in weight.
To make the situation a little more complicated I was diagnosed with a hyperthyroid, my antibodies come back confirming I have Graves disease. Diarrhoea, weight loss & anxiety are all symptoms of graves, suppressed appetite is not a symptom, it’s meant to be the opposite an increased appetite so this is worrying me a lots. Originally in October my doctor said the diarrhoea was probably to do with stress anxiety & the hyperthyroidism. I have had stress poo’s in my life I said this definitely does not like that. Fast forward to January I seen a different doctor, she said let’s just rule out anything else just to be on the safe side, so I did a fit test & that came back positive at 107. She referred me down the 2 week pathway on the 22nd January, we are now over the 2 weeks as there was an issue with the referral due to incorrect bloods, my colonoscopy is now booked for 8am this Sunday, I had a CT scan on Monday they said it will take a couple of weeks for the results to come back.
My mental health is currently not good, I’m totally thinking the worst even though I’m trying my hardest not to, I feel absolutely drained which probably has a lot to do with the diarrhoea & lack of nutrition. This time a year ago I was living my best life, I felt happy & healthy, now I’m the total opposite of the person I was which makes me so sad & upset. 😞
At least on Sunday I know I will get some answers from the colonoscopy. I absolutely dreading the prep.