Call me crazy but after alot of research and many nights up late thinking about my situation I decided to tell the pros at MD Anderson that I would wait instead of starting a clinical trial that they recommended. I really don't know how all of this will turn out but I have faith that I have made the right decision and only time will tell. I saw a video of a guy that had Colon cancer and was told he only had 6 months to a year to live unless he started chemo. Then he would have a 65% chance of living past 5 years. He decided to take his situation in his own hands by changing his eating and lifestyle by eating organic vegetables and fruits everyday along with exercise. Within 12 months he was cancer free. His name is Chris Wark. He has a website you can look at called Chris beat cancer.com. He now is cancer free and spends his time sharing his story and helping others with cancer. I also came across a natural path doctor by the name of Dr. Leonard Coldwell. I started eating raw organic vegetables and fruits and have totally changed my diet. I have been exercising daily and I have more energy than ever. I have lost 13 pounds and I don't have as many symptoms as I had before. I really don't know if I can reverse my cancer by doing this but I figured I would try. My hope is that when I have my next doctors visit in October the doctor will tell me after reviewing my numbers to keep doing what I am doing. I have seen many videos of people that have cured themselves by eating only organic vegetables and fruits with no meat. If they can do it then why can't I? At the end of the day if my numbers don't improve I will most likely start treatment. I welcome any feedback from my fellow CLLrs.