I am tired lots but the morphine works. Lorazepam mentally confuses. For the first time I mistook the setting if the sun and was sure it was rising. Then I watched it get darker and darker out. I looked at my phone and got confused by it too things did not make sense. I hope most of us here are getting a bit better to very much better. They put permanent drains in soon. Catfish got to jump now into some sleep. Love a aloha to all of you.