Well the day has finally arrived - off to hospital for surgery tomorrow. Bag is waiting by the front door (looking at it makes me feel sick) - don't know why it's so full!!
Experiencing a whole range of emotions at the moment - feeling sick, wobbly, lonely and terrified. BUT it needs to be done and I'm sure I have the best people to help. Good luck to anyone else in the same position.
Good luck - I am sure it will go well. Once you start the admission process later today I think the sheer professionalism will make you feel a lot calmer. Treat yourself to coffee and cake before you go through the hospital doors!
All the best Debbie. xxx