How's your mood

[chloe40]

High, low or middling?

I'm hovering between low to middle, how about you?

Chloe<3

[Greyone]

I think I'm random. Maybe on a daily cycle.

[chloe40 Administrator in reply to Greyone]

Random Greyone ?

All three then

<3

[Greyone in reply to chloe40]

Well last Sunday i have a brilliant 3 hours of walking along green and leafy ways split with a latte and a large piece of coffee cake at a nearby farm coffee shop.

My week was punctuated by highs and lows. I'm now trying to train myself to sit quietly and resist the urge to g any where. Yesterday thought i went for a long slow walk around my locality , down street is have never been before. Walking in the streets deserted during the mod afternoon was very quiet.

Today i have been thoroughly absorbed in achieving things. That seems to do nothing but good. Including a 40 minute outbreak of horticulture. So now i am pleasantly knackered and hope for an equally pleasant sleep if i can remember not to drink too much tea.

[chloe40 Administrator in reply to Greyone]

Hi Greyone

I think you cracked it brilliant and thanks for sharing this <3

[Sandradsn]

On my busier days I'm middle but on a quiet day I'm low and sad.

[chloe40 Administrator in reply to Sandradsn]

Actually Sandradsn

I'm exactly the same, I suppose that makes sense, which is why we're told to keep our minds distracted but it's not always that easy <3

[Hidden]

Usually I keep positive but I have been in tears this morning because someone else has been offered a job and I have to wait and I just burst into tears when I found out due to anger and resentment over having to wait and the unfairness over it as well.

I feel better for crying though as tears don't hurt anyone and it's about accepting that most of life is out of my control and that's one of those things that is.

One day I will be in the right place at the right time and getting told that a place would like to offer me a position that I have really set my heart on but it's upsetting though with any situation when someone else gets something you want for yourself.

[chloe40 Administrator in reply to Hidden]

Hi Hidden

I'm really sorry you've been upset.

Your time will come, it was just not the right position for you but take heart, soon enough it will be your turn.

Chloe<3

[Hidden in reply to chloe40]

One day it will if I keep at it and sometimes it's no ones fault these things happen and it's just a case it's not the right time for me at present and no ones to blame and I do feel that it will happen for me it a time that's right for me but still it hurt this morning finding that out even though I had an idea it was soon but still it felt like a smack in the face when I first found out though.

[chloe40 Administrator]

I do understand but I must say Hidden great way to think <3

[Hidden in reply to chloe40]

I had a chat to my friends this evening and they said how it always feels like a smack in the face when someone else gets something you want for yourself and you don't and how we have all been there and we had a look at some job vacancies together and I applied for some I was interested in and some of the girls had said about times when they have cried when they heard someone else was pregnant when they had wanted that for themselves but had to wait and how it's frustrating having to wait and how you feel like it's not fair and how it's normal to feel like that.

[chloe40 Administrator in reply to Hidden]

Yes, Hidden

We've all been there, so do empathise, stay strong <3