My dad passed away on the 25th of May 2017, and since then every time the date hits 25th on every month I feel like I’m reliving that whole traumatic experience of losing him again. Yesterday was 10 months exactly since my dad passed away, and the more time that’s passing the more depressed I’m feeling. I don’t want time to pass, because atm the thought that he was with me this time last year is what is keeping me going. Knowing this time last year we were both together is comforting to me. But I know once I pass 25th of May, I can no longer say that. I feel like he’ll become more distant to me then he already is. I’m so scared about nearing May. I don’t know how I’m going to get through the day. Has anyone experienced the same kind of feelings?