I am feeling so low after 10 days and no ideas as to why i have lost my peripheral vision and my normal vision is reduced. All MRIs, CT scans and angiograms proved to be normal. I am now trying to get to see my rheumy to ask what is happening to me. My question is this how do you stay positive with this disease. I just feel tired, having lost my hearing, my mobility and now my eyesight to this disease. In Scotland we have no experts so I feel I have been left to rot. Depressed and not seeing a way out.