Hope you all doing well so so was here long time suffering from ppp but after being to a several psychiatrists and been misdiagnosed finally I found a decent doctor who diagnosed me right from U.K. But based in Dubai and that's where I live . My diagnosis was OCD that leaded to severe depression and after wrong medication I experienced psychosis features but till now no psychotic episodes.So he took me off antidepressant remeron which was doing nothing than making me sleep and put on 25kg in 6 months which worsened my depression .he tried recently with me mood stabilizers as I tried all kinds of antidepressants and and antipsychotic with no success,I felt myself again for 2 weeks and then he put me on a higher dose then I am back to where I was . I am paranoid all the time ,depressed ,I just wish I would never wake up. I am middle eastern mental illnesses is a stigma ,my husband is no more supportive .but I got stronger since I had my breakdown last year now I look after my child with no support .please tell me that this ugly illness doesn't last .my doctor put me back on the low dose and I hope I will see the light again .i am suffering since more than a year ,need your support may be sharing your experience would help.