I need some advice.

[DemureRose]

So I’m trying to accept the fact that my senior year may be over. I mean months of being ready for it to end and I’m apparently not ready.

It’s hard for me to grasp the idea that I’ve already had my last day and I didn’t enjoy it. I mean I left school before spring break thinking I’d be back in a week. We had an assembly so I didn’t even get to go to my classes. And that’s it? That’s all I have now?

I mean I hate my school. Hate it. So why am I so upset that it could be over? It’s not like I won’t see my friends again. In ten years, I won’t be so concerned about not having an end to senior year. It’s not like those were the only memories I was going to have.

But I just don’t know how to handle it. I’m not sure how to get over the initial painful moment where I’m told that I won’t be getting a formal graduation.

I know that nobody has likely lost their graduation due to a situation like this, but has anyone lost a graduation or part of their senior year due to other situations? If so, what is your advice to me on handling my emotions and myself during this time?

And even if you haven’t lost a graduation, please share your advice as well. I totally need that perspective too!

I’m also in need of some positives that may come out of the cancellation of graduation and the sudden end of my senior year! So any positives you can think of, give em to me!

Thank you

[hurtingheart1]

I think it’s normal your sad or it’s causing you to feel this- it’s not prob what you had expected or anticipated to happen- so don’t be hard on yourself for feeling theses feelings!! Also maybe you can look at it as being part of a memory of a really crazy time in history that is definitely not typical??? & is it possible for you and a couple close friends you graduated with to have some sort of small littl celebration on your own like at a park hav a little picnic with music decorate a little nothing crazy but special somehow to commemorate the date??