Nervous about waiting tables

[Leighakay]

So I used to wait tables two days a week at my local elks lodge and I loved it. Now I am their fill in waitress and they asked me to fill in this Saturday and I told them I would. This was a back a few weeks ago when my panic and agoraphobia weren't acting up so much.

Now I am really nervous about having to wait tables knowing what I'm dealing with. I used to do this for years and it should be second nature but this mental illness im dealing with has me dreading this.

I have a fear that I might have a panic attack while waiting tables or my agoraphobia will act up. I'm trying to think positive but we all know how anxiety can be.

I need some pointers on what I should do. I don't want to have to let this liar of panic win and call off. I want to be able to push through lord willing.

[Hidden]

Hey how are you now? I am always scared panic and agoraphobia will win and I’m like you! I used to do all sorts of independent things and now I’m always worried about panic coming back.

[Leighakay in reply to Hidden]

I'm hanging in there trying to take things day by day. We seem to he a lot alike. It's hard to find people with similar issues who understand what we are going through. I hope you are doing well.