Resentment

[tppppppp]

Does anyone else feel anger or resentment to others? I hold ppl accountable for my emotions. Anyone else deal with that?

[JAYnLA]

Hey TP - I think everybody blames others for their emotions until they start learning not to. It's really human.

[crazychkinwa59]

Oh Tyler.....You are just to hard on yourself hun! Give yourself a break from judging things you do. We all do things that we are not proud of, but that does not need to define us. Sending positive energy your way! Prayers to you, jewels

[tppppppp in reply to crazychkinwa59]

I gave not been all that great to my family. You don't know the half. I've used my pain to try to get my wife to bend to my will . I just want her to see what pain I'm in. I just miss my old home so bad and where I lived. It's pretty shitty when you're willing to sacrifice it all to get that. I just wanna go home with them. But even if we go in bringing some damaged ppl with me. It just sucks.

[crazychkinwa59 in reply to tppppppp]

I am so sorry you feel so lost and helpless. I wish I coul just WISH IT AWAY for you, but i cannot. I can listen and empathize with the situation you are in. Sometimes we cannot just go back and have everything be the way it used to be. I left my family and moved from Wa state to SanDiego. I was so homesick. I did eventually come back to Wa. but things had moved on as life does. Everything is OK again, but I made so many bad desisions with relationships, drinking etc. It took me a few years to get back on track. But I did! Get back on track! And you will TOO! Faith is strong Tyler. I know things will improve, please do not give up! I believe in 2nd chances (or in my case 5th, 6th, well, you get the point) You are not defined by yours past..Remember that! Prayers, jewels