Fear of losing intellegence and effects after losing it

[__fahad123]

The time I have hitted puberty . Every time I develop my smart nes and intellect it gives me fera of losing something which is very precious in our mind . I have lost my ability and everything . It sounds quite non sense but it is true . I m fed up of this thing happening with me . I am always afrraid that I will lost and have lost it I fight hard to forget that fear but somehow it comes in my mind that I m losing it. At last I always lose my intellegence and epople started hating me saying that you are noe a dunb person . At that moment I always remind that I was an intellegent person but now I am not . I always feel regretful that why am i this type of person . I feel that I am pointless.I always think that as you said that you read your old written messages and find it more smarter than you are now . Plzz anyone suggest me some solutions