It’s just hit me that I am a ticking bomb of having a mental breakdown. I am clustered with a lot being a full-time student and worker and in a relationship. I have been studying so much lately and I don’t mind it but I should really cut down, but I haven’t mentioned I am a perfectionist... idk I just have so much stuff going on I just want to quit and give up but the thought of that gives me anxiety and now I’m crying but that’s all I could do and then go back to doing what I was doing. People tell me to take a break but it’s easier said than done. I have a appointment to see my school’s psychologist the 13th of April and I really wish I could see her sooner maybe I’ll do a walk in tomorrow but really my mind feels like it’s going to explode and I feel sick.