Still having the constant ruminating thoughts about if life is a dream or not. To me, everything feels super dream like. Like at any second the world can flip or do something like in a dream it would. Questioning purpose and exsistence. Like why we were put on earth and what the point of everything is. This panics me to no end contantly. Thoughts of eternity and not exsisting and death and just the constant dreamy feeling im in 24:7 that keeps me from going out, driving, going to work, and just enjoying life ir whatever this is. I think its weird that other peoplemjust habe their own lives and thoughts. I’ve read about solipsism whick scares the shit out of me. I mean i always had these thoughts to a little extent but now they’re just completely debilitating. I just want my life back.
Its like im stuck in this little exsistential bubble. My therapist and I aresupposed to sort through these thoughts tomorrow so I’m very nervous.