Ive gotten a little better driving. For some reason ive just been almost in this agoraphobic stage. I kind if go thru stages like this but it really sucks. Everything outside of my house feels very dream like and when im driving its scary how disconnected and dream like everything seems. I also get very panicky. Its like a vicious cycle. It starts with the disconnected/ unreal feelings, then existential thoughts, then panic attacks. Hopefully ill be able to drive to more than just work.