Rough Road

[Jawsman]

I've dealt with anxiety for a good portion of the last 10 years. It comes and goes but ultimately it completely exhausts me. There are months that I feel great and ready to conquer anything in my path. Then it never fails there is a two to three week period every few months that just crushes me. For those few weeks I have a hard time just making it through the work day. Over the last couple years I've been in and out of the doc's trying to find a way to end this. Last year i was prescribed Lexapro 10mg. Some times it feels like it helps others not so much. I still have rough weeks. I'm 30yo have a good job, a roof over my head and food on the table. I don't know why this happens to me. My heart rate goes through the roof and my body feels like its trying to self destruct.