Hello everyone. It's been a long time since I've posted anything. update: I think I'm doing better. I have my really bad days, but I am surviving. I still haven't found a counselor yet but I am continuing to look for a good one. My depression is not as bad but my anxiety remains pretty high unfortunately. But I'm getting there.
Okay so, I really hate to be touched and when people are around me to close or behind me. It makes me panic. Most likely due to some trauma experienced when I was younger but I hate feeling like that. I hate how irritable I get and how angry. My anxiety causes me to snap at people I love who are doing nothing wrong. Im not sure how to get past it. On another note, I'm performing at a coffee shop this weekend and I'm super nervous. It's the first time I've done anything like this and I'm so afraid I'll mess up and let everyone down. Ugh. Gotta love anxiety. 😒