I DO NOT WANT THIS TO BE SO REAL

[smjtty]

THE SICKNESS OF ANXIETY

IS THE MONSTER THAT LAYS

DEEP IN YOUR HEAD

THE ONE WE WAKE UP TO

THE ONE THAT WE DREAD

THE ONE THAT MAKES US

LOOK AS BAD AS WE DO

WE STAY IN BED

WE CRY ALL THE WAY

DOWN TO ARE INNER

SOLE AND THE WHITE

AROUND ARE EYES TURN

GRAY AS THE WINDOW

SHADES DROOPS DOWN

WE WANT TO BE SOME WERE

ELECE BUT WE CAN NOT GET AROUND

THIS IS NOT THE LIFE

WE CHOOSE SO MAYBE WE WILL

FADE AWAY NOT DEAL WITH

ANOTHER DAY

[Agora1]

smjtty, that's so powerful... you have a way of expressing what is so deep

inside a lot of us when life seems so cruel. x

[Hidden]

It feels like a dark heavy energy that sits inside my chest and works it's way into my mind. It's such a terrible feeling. It's almost impossible to feel a sense of calm or peace. You described these feelings perfectly.

[smjtty in reply to Hidden]

YOU ARE SO RIGHT