So scared

[katyjoa]

So yesterday I went to the docs with a soft swelling above my collar bone she says she don't now wat it is so I've gata wait for an appointment for a scan. I've not stopped searching the Web for answers now I've convinced my self I've got lymphoma cancer. Haven't slept all nite carnt stop crying going out of my mind I don't now wat to do 

[Anxietyugh]

Stop googling! It is always terrifying. You will be ok...this is anxiety and it makes things like this unbearable.  Are you on any medications? I know exactly how you feel. You will get through this.

[katyjoa in reply to Anxietyugh]

No I'm not on no medication. I was so happy yesterday doing so well then the doctors just sent me in to melt down I'm going out of my mind and the worse part is having to wait for the scan I just want to now now wat it is 

[Anxietyugh in reply to katyjoa]

Try to keep busy. If you are feeling like you can't manage, you should tell your doc how you are feeling. You will be ok. Do you have people to talk to?

[katyjoa in reply to Anxietyugh]

All people say is stop worrying but that's easy for them to say 

[Anxietyugh in reply to katyjoa]

I know. It's so frustrating...they don't understand. I understand. Hang in there...you just have to go through this. It will be ok. 

[Jspar]

I had this, it was just a gland re-acting to a really slight infection. Don't worry x