I need some help here.
I've been suffering with anxiety for 5 years now, I'm currently 18.
I feel so weak and frail, I don't know what's wrong with me. I quit smoking so I moved on to redbull; I drink at least 1 can per day, because it keeps me away from smoking.
Now, here's the part that I can't handle. I worry myself thinking about it.
I feel SO unhealthy.
I'm a programmer, video editor and graphic design artist. I play PC games as a hobby; which clearly means I'm at home in my office a LOT. I don't go outside much, only 3 times per week for college 9 until 5.
Now, you're probably just going to tell me to go to a doctor for advice or a check up something but I don't want to worry my mother; so I was wondering if you guys could give me a basic idea on what's wrong with me. I just need a judgement.
Here it goes:
Bones feel brittle
Stinging aches in my arms and knees.
I feel weak, hand twitches. Keep needing to click my fingers.
It's hard to breath.
Chest feels tight.
Can't even do 5 minutes of house work without being warn out and completely exhausted.
Heart feels weak.
Dissyness and I'm cold, even when it's warm about.
Extreme stinging in my stomach when I need to go to the toilet.
My bladder is messing up, I feel like I need to pee; nothing comes out and it just stings man.
There's a lot more, but I don't have time to type it all out.
I feel like this is anxiety related.
I don't have the confidence to go outside and do stuff.
I get panic attacks on a daily basis because I can't be home alone and my mother needs to work.