I am today because of the choices I made yesterday. - Eleanor Roosevelt
Stay strong, every time I have an anxiety/ panic/ dizzy attack, I fear them less. I am learning to not fear fear. I am finally getting my life back again after a year of turmoil. Much of which was caused by me. I've learned to put my faith and trust in God and I know that when It's my time, its my time and I find comfort in that. Right now, I blow full steam ahead. I have my career finally played out before me, a plan in order and I'm starting back to college in the fall.
From my last update, I have been living a pretty independent life in the aspect of making long trips and not having to have a safe person near by. That was huge for me because, I thought I'd never see the day again. Super stoked!! I'm sociable again and love being around and seeing new people.
It's so neat to see faces too that go along with these posts. Before, I never knew what the face of anxiety and fear looked like for other people. But you are all just normal, everyday beautiful people. I wouldn't ever guess that some of y'all had any anxiety. A few months back I was in the store and I was envious of the people just walking around and having fun and I was left longing for and wondering where that all went for me.
I know this is pretty blocky and hard to follow, You wouldn't guess that I write articles for business'. But as they say, the builders house is always last to be worked on.
I hope y'all are doing great and I hope you see the light at the end of this tunnel. At first I was questioning, "Why me!?" Now, I'm glad it was me. Thank y'all all in this community. I feel we all have each others back and y'all are the only people that I can talk to that truly understand.