I watched an extremely depressing programme on telly last night. I know that I should have watched another channel. It was all about how ambulance staff are under so much pressure dealing with elderly people who`ve had falss & been taken ill. Thhere was even a harrowing scene with a man whose wife died suddenly, & the paramedics tried to comfort him. It really fuelled my dread of getting older. I really don`t want to end up like the people in the programme. It does keep me awake sometimes, worrying about what the future holds health wise.