I've not had panic attacks like this before, I'm churning over everything in my mind.
Does anyone else feel like maybe a few things bring them down but they just go over one flaw or problem over and over. I keep focussing on one thing I feel I've broken but I feel my job is the root cause of my depth of sadness. If it were not so bad and I didn't feel as though I was in square one I wouldn't be so anxious about my personal life.
I feel so disappointed in myself.