Hi all ,
It has been a number of weeks since I posted , although I have been reading . A big thank you to everyone , some days lately just knowing I am not alone really helps . Well. , here is my story . At the beginning of the year I was so low that I had started considering suicide , I was sleeping / hiding most of the day . one night I posted on here and just let it all put. .. The posts I received saved me and I went finally to doctors , he gave me anti depressants and gradually I felt myself getting stronger .eve kept talking to me and giving me little tips and encouragement , a big special thank you to her . Eventually , felt well enough to go back to work , after six weeks I found myself back under the covers and have been gradually taking my meds ( doctor increase dosage ) . I thought once the new meds kicked in I would be fine again but it is taking longer to recover . I am tearful and my mood seems to some days just be so low . I am know constantly worrying about going back to work .work is not putting me under pressure it is me . I feel guilty .
Als I have managed to get myself in a mess financially as I thought shopping helped me but it did not . I have the docs today and fearful he is going to send me back to work . Has anyone else experience this