I've felt very anxious and down recently. Felt a bit hopeless in terms of a job. They rescinded my offer because my visa application was delayed so I can't be there in person on time. It's understandable. But they only gave me 20 days to apply and get the visa which was not enough at all! It typically takes 1-2 months to prepare materials, wait for an interview appointment and delivery of passport, etc. I tried to reach out to people in this company to explain the situation that was out of my control. Before I accepted this offer, I already communicated with them that the starting date they offered might be not manageable. So they made the starting date to be tentative. Now HR emailed me that I'm going to lose this role if I can't be there on time.
I emailed both individuals in the company and the embassy over 10 emails to explain my situation. Nobody replies. It's so cruel to see that people are not understanding and how they treated me is really unfair!!! I gave up other offers for this job, even including those offering higher salaries or vocation as I thought they cared about marginalized populations including immigrants and non-immigrants. But it seems I'm wrong.
Now I lost my medical insurance, income, etc because of this. I don't know if I can afford a psychiatric appointment and medication.
I just need to vent, any helpful advice?
Freaking myself out
Therapy is a mess
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