How hard i try i can't have respectable life and piece of mind

[Mohammad-341]

Who says god is just. He is grossly unjust. I have been brought up and always lived in a stressful environment. My wife who is normal and a medical doctor rightly says that she regret her decision to live with me. She has no social life bcos my mental illness is open to everyone.

I just hate god why he created me where my mental health is affecting my son and why wife is with me bcos she chose it and never been happy.

I wish i could go away far from the this area where no one knows me or i could end this life

Not able to do any of these bcos survival is a tough thing and here she is assisting

Not able to die as not as depressed to have taken this step

[Lovely2024]

I’m so sorry you are going through this Mohammad341. Are you on medication right now and it’s not working? Maybe you could talk with your doctor and see if they can change your medication and help you to get well. Your wife and your son need you and from what I can see you need them as well. Do not give up, fight for them. A father is irreplaceable and if you give up, who will teach your son how to navigate the difficulties of life? This is a bad season, but better times will come. Keep fighting and reach out every time you need it. I will be praying for you

[Mohammad-341 in reply to Lovely2024]

I m not on medication but undergoing psychotherapy. Medicine doesn't do anything to process emotions. Yes he needs me that is the reason she is with me and i m alive.

U r right time will pass and good time will come as it was in past

[Lovely2024 in reply to Mohammad-341]

Yes, it’ll pass for sure, and you WILL overcome with God’s help. I’ll share with you a wonderful quote I read yesterday from the evangelist, D.L. Moody. (I’m a Christian, by the way). Before he died He was reported to have turned to his boys who were at his bedside and said, “If God be your partner, make your plans large.” So, make great plans for you an your family. I’ll keep praying for you, I’m glad you’re in good spirits