Am i not good enough

[10Piglet69]

Been together just under 40 years not married but enage ,have 3 children with youngest still at home who be 19 in a couple of days i dont work due to disability my partner does we rent from council.. now my issue is i found out that he has been seeking other women online , he had already hurt me though this and he was sorry and said he wont do it again well he has and now i found out that while i was away with our two children he was flirting with other ladys and one was at 18 years old .. they are mostly flirty with showing there boobs out i do check his profile online and i have started to get fedup with finding somethink again now i know he wouldnt like me doing it and i feel the same with him.. he says to me stop checking up on me i dont do it to you ,but he knows i eouldnt do that to him .. now im thinking of letting him go due to our relationship just isnt sexual anymore my problem is will i lose the council house and my daughter to who is my soul mate , if only you know my full story in this ..this is only just a teaspoon ...🙃😡😡😤 i really need to have a cuddle

[Starrlight]

My heart goes out to you. I don’t know about the housing or custody that would occur. I do understand why you’d maybe want to take it all slowly figuring out the details first but it really does sound like you need out. You deserve so much better. I’m listening any time you need to talk.

[Cpearl]

You Are good enough! Don't ever think you're not! My late husband made me feel that way all through our marriage and to be honest I regret not valuing myself and allowing him to do that to me all those years. I'm here as well as many others on here for you. Everyone here cares and if you want to talk anytime let me know.

[10Piglet69 in reply to Cpearl]

Im starting to feel angry with him , i also feel sorry for him , infact if i let him go he has no one out there , all his family has died unfortuntly . And ofcourse i dont want to be alone , i do have learning disabilities so not too sure on what im doing x