I received the worst news today

[Phoenix-africa]

I've really been trying to be positive and strong but I received really bad news today. I was really hopeful that things would turn out great but things went the opposite. I try to hold on to every piece of hope but it's really hard. Sometimes i feel like I'm a magnet for bad luck. Things never go my way. It's like a dark cloud follows me around. I'm still hopeful that things will get better and I'm holding on to that last bit of hope I have left. I have nothing left in my life. I have no one. Hope is the only thing I have left and I want to hold onto it but it's really tough.

[Dolphin14]

Phoenix-africa

I'm very sorry to read you got bad news today

You have your hope to hang on to. Please don't give up on that

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[Phoenix-africa in reply to Dolphin14]

Thank you for your kind words.💗💗💗💖

[sunshinefan]

I'm so sorry about your bad news. Please hang on to that hope, hard as it is. Don't give up.

[Phoenix-africa in reply to sunshinefan]

Thank you for your kind words. Hearing that gives me the strength to continue fighting.💓💓💗💗💖

[fauxartist]

Sometimes it feels that way, and we have to take the little wins, and when Mercury feels like it's in retrograde...then all we can do is something different. Sometimes what we want isnt' what we really need. And sometimes crap just happens. Survive and you will find what you need, it may not be what you want....but it can also be a matter of accepting what is for now.

[Phoenix-africa in reply to fauxartist]

Thank you so much for that.💖💗💓💖

[Cookie2217]

So very sorry that got awful news today. Please hold onto that hope you have that things will get better because this too shall fade so they say. There was a light at the end of my four year battle with depression which started before covid and lasted until only two weeks ago. I just changed medications asvI suffer from major depressive disorder PTSD and adjustment disorder too. I've been on Prozac for a week and feel pretty good so far. I am not laying in the darkness and more in complete silence trying to sleep my life away. I was so withdrawn and isolated myself from everyone even my poor husband who had to look at me like this everyday for four long years. I can only imagine what it did to him to see me so defeated, saddened and without any hope. I told him once that it didn't have anything to do with how much I loved him it was just me and my depressive state. That's a depression does it steals everything from you even the love of your life. From now on I refuse to spend one more day depressed in my the rest of my life. You only go around once you better make it count and consider every day to be a blessing. I have one more day to spend with my husband and my beautiful Maine Coon cat Bella.

[Phoenix-africa in reply to Cookie2217]

Thank you so much for your words of encouragement. Sending much love and happiness your way.💖💖💖💓💗

[Cookie2217 in reply to Phoenix-africa]

Thank you!! Wishing you happiness coming your way soon and peace, love and well-being always.