At least she's at peace...

[MiamiJacket84]

*Trigger warning*

I lost her. A dear friend, just gone. Even though we didn't talk as much as I would've liked, she's still someone I cared about. But I couldn't help her. She decided it was enough.

I know I did all I could, I don't blame myself at all. I just don't see how my fate can be any different. So far, every person I know who "gets" me, people whom I feel a connection with, are either just as suicidal or already dead. How am I any different? How am I any better? How can I have any other fate?

Not even sure why I'm writing this. It's not like anyone can influence me one way or the other. The choice is mine and mine alone. No one can stop me if I so choose it, but I won't just yet. Guess it's just a random vent.

[Dolphin14]

I'm so sorry for your loss.

🐬

[Agora1]

My deepest sympathy MiamiJacket84, on the loss of your friend.

You are right in that nothing we say or do can change your Fate except

for you. We all have choices in life. May you choose wisely. With love xx

[Marysblue]

Sorry for your loss. That's really tough. Keep searching for treatments for your depression there's always something new to try. Many people give up on trying to find something, learned helplessness. But you can avoid it if you just keep trying. Hope the days get easier for you soon

[Starrlight]

❤️

[CL3V3R-G1RL]

My condolences 😔 It's tough losing a friend that "gets" you. They are indeed rare.

Don't worry I won't try to talk you out of anything or fill you with platitudes about life worth living. You made it clear and you are right the choice and fate is in your hands. Do what you will.

Just know I'm sorry for your loss. It's perfectly fine to come and vent and get some things off your chest.

Wishing you healing and peace 🫂❤️

[bonkers65]

I'm so sorry. ❤️

[catsrock]

I'm very sorry. You have my condolences.

[Teaching]

I'm so sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts and prayers.