Help! Mom's sick and irritated and I'm scared as hell, all day fighting to not trigger her or let my anxiety show

[Against_the_current]

Other's Christmas: funMy Christmas: sprained leg and coughing, mom sick and on her period so irritable so my anxiety is sky high

I'm fighting so hard to not have a panic attack.

Also because of my injury i can't go to both my classes.

Also after my graduation i will have to work, grandpa fooled me i can do another one. I can but i would have to work. I'm worried if i can do it and in which city to do it.

[CLB1125]

you can do anything you put your mind to! You are a very smart woman. You can figure this out. Just keep telling yourself “I can do it!!!” Don’t think about the big picture, think one step then another…

[SoporRose in reply to CLB1125]

CLB1125: You always know the right thing to say. AtC: I second CLB’s post. You are incredibly smart and capable. Get a job in a city as far as possible from your family. Go somewhere you can redefine yourself. I have faith in you.

[Against_the_current in reply to SoporRose]

Thank you. My bf is offering me to live with him in the capital but im scared. I thought if it's a good idea. I'm overthinking it

[SoporRose in reply to Against_the_current]

How well do you this boyfriend? Might you not be better off living in your own place and not relying on someone else for a while? I believe you can do it.

[Against_the_current in reply to CLB1125]

Thank you. Really needed some confidence boost