Not only my adult years but my past was terrible.

[Against_the_current]

Mom brought me to a homeopathy Doctor and told them i have panic attacks and started telling them and me in detail how i was always sick in childhood, always in hospitals, vomiting, on systems, always going from a doctor to doctor. Also bullied at school. With mom being there i couldn't speak about my recent issues like her moods and drinking and dad's baby but the horrors of my childhood were enough

[CLB1125]

ask to speak to the doctor alone. In the us it’s against the law for a doctor to discuss your visits with anyone unless you give them consent. I hope he can help you.

[Against_the_current in reply to CLB1125]

Next time i will go alone. I just needed mom because I didn't remember those events and was too stunned to speak and she would suspect something if i asked her to leave for some minutes

[SoporRose in reply to Against_the_current]

It's amazing how much we forget. It sounds as if it was helpful for your mom to be there for that first visit. It sounds as if, even though she's far from perfect, she does love and acre about you and sometimes does what she can to get you some help. And I hope this new health care person does find some ways to alleviate your suffering!

[CLB1125 in reply to Against_the_current]

Oh I see. I hope this doctor can help you .

[1947treble]

I don't know what to say but I prayed for you.