preparing to travel

[Daisy425]

I’m sorry for all of these posts. I feel so dumb even posting this. You all probably think I’m silly for going on a trip after I struggled so much when I went to Nashville. I just want to learn how to overcome this anxiety, and I will never get over this travel anxiety if I don’t travel. We leave really early in the morning so I won’t be getting much sleep tonight. I was trying to talk to my boyfriend about how I’m anxious but he didn’t seem to quite understand. I have this fear that I’ll be stuck in Miami and get sick (I’m so afraid of throwing up). I can’t just drive home because we have to fly. That is my worst fear. I won’t be with my mom. Instead I’ll be with my boyfriend and his mom and her friend. I also am just so focused on how awful I felt in Nashville I worry I’ll feel that way this trip, which is just making me more anxious. I want to have a good time and I’m trying to be positive but it’s so much harder to stay positive than it is to slip into those negative thoughts. Part of me wonders if I shouldn’t go, but I’m already here staying at my boyfriend’s house alll packed. I want this to be a good experience

[Daisy425]

I’m just so scared about getting sick away from home

[Daisy425]

I’m just very anxious and I know I’m annoying my boyfriend. My stomach feels so upset